I wasn’t always a great girl that sat at home all day long messing around on the computer. I’d a rebellious phase, as teenage girls tend to get around the time they hit eighteen and think they’re grown.

By the period I had been taken from senior high school twice. Initially wasn’t my fault: I was being bullied – rumors being spread about me that everyone, even my parents thought were true – and נערות ליווי ברמת גן things got out of hand. The fallout from my parents needing to pull me out of school initially caused them to obtain a divorce. That wasn’t my fault, as their marriage have been strained for quite a while at that point. Still, it had been difficult not to realize that I was the straw that broke the camel’s back.

The second time, I was expelled – and I certainly had deserved to be – I went only a little wild. Maybe I was acting out. I have been living with my mom after she split from dad and she didn’t have what it took to discipline me. She was the sort of woman who could never remain true for herself. I’m like her in a lot of ways.

I was drinking and smoking a lot. I spent most of that year skipping class and נערות ליווי ברמת גן getting either high or drunk with friends. Within a few months, the rumors from my old school followed me.

It’s a strange feeling when you know something isn’t true but you imagine it anyway. Especially when it’s something about yourself. Maybe I was just tired of trying to defend myself, or I was bitter. I don’t know. If everyone thought I was a brainless slut who would let anyone use her, I should just cave in and be that girl. It made far more sense at the time, somehow.

The disappearing started then. My mom wouldn’t see me for נערות ליווי ברמת גן days at a time while I hung out and got blackout drunk with college boys or older men. She couldn’t stop me. Legally, I was an adult. What could she do? Eventually, after missing months of class, I was expelled. At her wit’s end, my mother decided that I couldn’t deal with her anymore and that I would have to go stick with my dad instead.

My dad was an alternative animal entirely.

He and נערות ליווי ברמת גן my mother had gotten together when they certainly were in high school. She was pregnant when they graduated and, to his credit, he stayed with her and provided the very best life he could afford. That wasn’t to express he was happy about it.