I wasn’t always a good girl that sat in the home all day long messing around on the computer. I had a rebellious phase, as teenage girls tend to have around the full time they hit eighteen and think they’re grown.

By the period I had been taken off high school twice. The first time wasn’t my fault: I had been bullied – rumors being spread about me that everyone, נערות ליווי ברמת גן even my parents thought were true – and things got out of hand. The fallout from my parents being forced to pull me out of school the very first time caused them to acquire a divorce. That wasn’t my fault, as their marriage had been strained for a long time at that point. Still, it was difficult not to realize that I was the straw that broke the camel’s back.

The 2nd time, I was expelled – and I certainly had deserved to be – I went a little wild. Maybe I was acting out. I had been managing my mom after she split from dad and she didn’t have what it took to discipline me. She was the kind of woman who could never stand up for herself. I’m like her in plenty of ways.

I was drinking and smoking a lot. I spent most of the year skipping class and getting either high or drunk with friends. Within a couple of months, the rumors from my old school followed me.

It’s a strange feeling once you know something isn’t true but you imagine it anyway. Especially when it’s something about yourself. Maybe I was just fed up with trying to protect myself, or I was bitter. I don’t know. If everyone thought I was a brainless slut who would let anyone use her, I should just give in and be that girl. It made a lot more sense at the time, נערות ליווי ברמת גן somehow.

The disappearing started then. My mom wouldn’t see me for days at a time while I hung out and got blackout drunk with college boys or older men. She couldn’t stop me. Legally, I was an adult. What could she do? Eventually, after missing months of class, I was expelled. At her wit’s end, my mother decided that I couldn’t deal with her anymore and that I will have to go stick with my dad instead.

My dad was an alternative animal entirely.

He and my mother had gotten together when these were in high school. She was pregnant once they graduated and, נערות ליווי ברמת גן to his credit, he stayed with her and נערות ליווי ברמת גן provided the best life he could afford. That wasn’t to say he was happy about it.

He was a bitter man. Deep down, I think he resented both my mother and I. I had always hated the way he looked over me. He made me uncomfortable, which is why I wasn’t so torn up concerning the divorce in the initial place. Moving back with him was yet another shitty episode to me so, at the time, I didn’t care.